I really just want to cuddle. I want to be held. I want to be told I’m beautiful (even though I already know I am). I want to have numerous nap dates because we both just love to sleep that much. I want to cake on FaceTime for hours. I want to talk about random things and be highly imaginative, and not get judged for it. I want to laugh for hours and be genuinely goofy with someone for no absolute reason. I want to be mad with someone if they’re mad about something (even if I may think it’s pointless to be mad). I want to just be in the company of someone for no reason at all except for the fact that I simply just want to be in their presence. I want to kiss and be kissed over and over again. I want to smile out of pure joy when I look at someone. Not because they’re my source of happiness, but because they’re happy and full of joy too. I want to play video games for hours with someone just because we can and will feel no guilt about doing it. I want to go on late night adventures just for the heck of it. I want to have meme wars. I want someone to understand that my silence in their presence doesn’t mean something is wrong, but in fact everything is so right. I want to cruise with the windows down with R&B blasting and just be fully immersed in the moment and enjoying life with someone. I want to sing and play on my guitar for them. I want to do these things with and for someone too…and it doesn’t just stop here, I could go on and on….and I know females don’t just feel this way.
But most importantly, I want to be able to pray with and for him and lift him up. Be there for him as much as I can, when my life allows me to. I want to love God with him, knowing that God’s got us no matter what happens.
I want to be in pure, genuine love. A feeling so free and so strong.