A High Key Female Mushy Moment

Pardon me, but I want to have a female moment right now because I’m in my feelings.

I really just want to cuddle. I want to be held. I want to be told I’m beautiful (even though I already know I am). I want to have numerous nap dates because we both just love to sleep that much. I want to cake on FaceTime for hours. I want to talk about random things and be highly imaginative, and not get judged for it. I want to laugh for hours and be genuinely goofy with someone for no absolute reason. I want to be mad with someone if they’re mad about something (even if I may think it’s pointless to be mad). I want to just be in the company of someone for no reason at all except for the fact that I simply just want to be in their presence. I want to kiss and be kissed over and over again. I want to smile out of pure joy when I look at someone. Not because they’re my source of happiness, but because they’re happy and full of joy too. I want to play video games for hours with someone just because we can and will feel no guilt about doing it. I want to go on late night adventures just for the heck of it. I want to have meme wars. I want someone to understand that my silence in their presence doesn’t mean something is wrong, but in fact everything is so right. I want to cruise with the windows down with R&B blasting and just be fully immersed in the moment and enjoying life with someone. I want to sing and play on my guitar for them. I want to do these things with and for someone too…and it doesn’t just stop here, I could go on and on….and I know females don’t just feel this way.

But most importantly, I want to be able to pray with and for him and lift him up. Be there for him as much as I can, when my life allows me to. I want to love God with him, knowing that God’s got us no matter what happens.

I want to be in pure, genuine love. A feeling so free and so strong.

One thought on “A High Key Female Mushy Moment

  1. I love the “A High Key Mushy Female Moment” piece. From a male hopeless romantic perspective, it makes me feel peace. The type of peace you don’t usually feel in today’s society. In my opinion, that’s truly what it feels like to be in love. It almost feels out of this world. Thank you for bringing this into words.


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